100 in 300

So had a huge relapse with food the last week and half. Any weight loss is back on. I am okay with it. I know I failed for a period of time, now I just need to focus. I have roughly 2.5 months until the flying pig. I think it's time to focus on Christ and let him drive. The last 2 months of Dave driving have sucked horribly.

I am changing my daily habits. I will find time to read my bible every day. I will find time to pray and talk with God every day. I will find time to praise God, everyday. Even if it means not listening to Mike and Mike on the way to work and putting on some Hillsong.

Something that is also awesome, my brother wants to start running with me. This makes me very happy. I don't spend enough time with him, so running with him is gonna be awesome. I want my friendship with my brother to be the closest I have, and it currently isn't. I think this could help a ton.

I have been very stressed about work lately. I have too much work and not enough time to get it done in. I hammered my boss on a call again today to send me help ASAP. Last time we visited this topic was last month and he said he would send help. He hasn't and my support work load has just increased since then. Hopefully this time he actually sends me help. I let him know things will come to a head soon if he doesn't do something.

I just realized I treat my Blog more like a Journal. I guess one use for a Blog could be journaling (not a word?). I just always think of a Blog as a commentary or opinion rather than a journal. Maybe I will try and mix it up going forward.

Also, yey for the Old Testament. I am reading through the bible in chronological order and I am in Deuteronomy and it's actually pretty good. I always feared the Pentateuch even though I had never completely read through all 5 books. Now that I am towards the end of the 5 books, they actually are pretty awesome. Especially if you don't have a good understanding of the nation of Israel and how messed up humans, even the chosen people of God, can be. Very cool stuff.

100 in 300

I am over eating on a daily basis. Stress from work is killing me. Stopped running after a good week last week. Chasing towards the wrong things is hurting. Need to pursue God and dump all other pursuits. Focusing is hard due to amount of work in and out of work. Personal life is too cluttered and full. Need to scale everything back before I blow up. Warning myself now, hoping I listen...