I hate sin. I just can't stand it. It breaks my heart. It destroys my body. It kills. It takes so much away from what I could be. I choose it. I consume it. I decide to partake in it. Minute by minute I choose to consume this awful elixir. And for what? A temporary high? A quick soothing of my trouble? Something to distract me from the real problems? To fulfill me? I don't know why I choose something that I know is CLEARLY not the solution.
I think I am a pretty intelligent person. I think I have the basic logic skills that allow a human to exist on this plant for longer than 20 minutes. So why is it that I engage in sin? Why do I choose it over what I know to be right? I am starting to wonder if I have what it takes to really choose the right option. I honestly don't think I have what it takes. For the longest time I truly thought that I had the capacity to do what is right. Now I know I don't. Man, that is hard to admit.
If you believe in sin, how do you deal with it? How do you work through your daily life choices? I am not looking for canned comments or answers here. I am looking for the very details of how you get through life. I have come to the conclusion that I need to try something different. Let me know what you think. I am interested to hear your ideas.
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