Tuesday, June 19, 2012

45 Days w/ God - Day 2

So the first two days of my life style readjustment are almost over. The improvement in time spent with my wife and family is much better. I have eaten dinner with my wife two days in a row, which is some sort of record I am sure. I got to take a walk with my wife and dog last night. Work is still busy, but my life outside of work is not stressful, so this creates a much better balance. I haven't made an amazing spiritualy break through, but I have prayed more intentionally, spent time with God in praise, and prayed a good bit more. It hasn't been a dramatic flip over from what I normally do. This is very comforting to me. I feel like the changes being made can be sustained, which is my goal. I don't want to be SO EXTREME in everything that it is not sustainable past these 45 days. I want to create a healthy balance between family, God, friends, church, and life stuff. I feel like God is guiding me to that place. I feel lighter in my chest. Normally my chest is physically tight and stress enables the justifcation of eating, pornography, and any other sin I choose to engage in. Eating itself is not a sin, but for me it is an issue and a sin most times I do it. I find myself not worring about eating which I always used to do. I find myself going for walks as a break during work, which I never used to do. Right now everything seems to be heading in the right direction. I just feel better physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally. I pray that this just keeps going.

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